Thursday, November 27, 2014

✳Addicted to Love✳♥

Real love isn't just a euphoric, spontaneous feeling--it's a deliberate choice--a plan to love each other for better and worse, for richer and poorer, in sickness and in health" .

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart. I'd rather have the one who holds my heart. 

There isn't one person in this world that I want more than I want you. 

"My God", he gasped, "you're fun to kiss"- F. Scott Fitzgerald

You don't find love, it finds you. It's got a little bit to do with destiny, fate and what's written in the stars.

When I tell you...I LOVE YOU, I don't do it out of habit or just to make conversation. I say it to remind you that you ARE the BEST THING that has ever happened to me. 

I wish I'd done everything on Earth with you- F. Scott Fitzgerald

It's easy to take off your clothes an have sex, people do it all the time, but opening up your soul to someone. Letting them into you spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes and dreams...that is truly being naked. 

Strong relationships require choosing to love each other even in those moments when you struggle to like each other. 

Love is a meeting of two souls, fully accepting the dark & the light within each other bound by the courage to grow through struggle into bliss. 

You should never have to look for evidence that someone loves you. True love is crystal clear. 


Love is meant to be an adventure!

He had the kind of eyes you could get lost in...and I guess I did. 

Love is not affectionate feeling but a steady wish for the loved person's ultimate good as far as it can be obtained. - CS Lewis

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird. When we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours wee join up with them and fall into mutual weirdness and call it love.- Dr. Seuss

Love is a drug, and we are all a junkie. 







Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Thank you AT&T for discombobulating me!

I know I haven't updated my blog in quite sometime, but things are going okay for the most part. I am just posting this to vent. I need to expel my hatred for the company AT&T. No, it's not about any of their products or services. I actually work for AT&T. I am a tech support specialist. The job title may not sound that bad, but it doesn't have many benefits. I do get full health, dental, and vision benefits, but as far as job perks, they are far and few. I started working there about a year ago. I left Cinemark due to the drama that came with dating Donald. 
   I basically hate the way AT&T runs the company. It is not smooth and it is not very beneficial to the employees. I even complained about that in the employee survey. I just hate the way they handle things. There is always a better way. Since I started there I despise the way they do the scheduling process. Every 5-6 months employees are able to bid on a new schedule. They put the most desired schedule as their number one choice and proceed to rank the available schedules. The thing is; this only changes every 5-6 months. I don't believe this is fair to all the employees. Some employees are students as well or have families to care for. I honestly think AT&T should do a schedule bidding every 3 months. Now that is something I could handle. I am saying 3 months because I know with over 400 employees it is hard to develop an organized schedule. Giving each manager a three month notification in advance would allow them to prepare properly for the changes. That would be more beneficial to the employees and managers as well. It would also help improve our stats as well. I just think it would be more productive as a company to hold more frequent shift bids. 
    The other thing about AT&T that ticks me off is their attendance policy. Once you become a full-time employee you are given eight points for the year. If I miss a day because I am sick or family emergency, then I gain a point against the eight. They even give you a point if you miss work due to severe weather conditions, and that is where I say it is not fair. No one can control the weather, and I don't see how AT&T can hold it against us if we can't make it because the roads are covered in ice. I am sorry, but I am not risking my life to make it to work. They can fire me, but at least I know I will be alive.I just find how they handle things to be poorly executed.  
   The new schedules just got released and well I am very upset about it. I work 2-11 with Saturdays and Sundays off. I am happy I get the weekends off. Don; however, got a shift working 11-8 with Thursdays and Fridays off. Yeah, not even a single day to spend together. This is why I am pushing for us to get our own place, besides I am tired of dealing with my mom. I love her, but I am done. But that's neither here nor there. I am just worried about how he's going to spend his time off. I really hope he doesn't start talking to some other girls and seeing other people. I love him with all my heart and I really want to be with him. I am determined to make this relationship work. 
I am tired, exhausted, stressed and I am going to bed. Rant ended.
Monica Nicole.